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Celtic Women in Music
Diary: The making of a documentary film in Ireland
October 6th through 24th, 2000
Notes by Mairéid Sullivan
Photographs by Ben Kettlewell
Producer & Interviewer, Mairéid
Director of Photography, Fionan O'Connell
Cinematographer, Joe Edwards
Sound Engineer, Ben Kettlewell
Line Producer, Diane Hickey
Here are notes and observations on our very special trip to Ireland. (I have tried to use standard American English spelling and punctuation, because I am currently enjoying the hospitality of the United States of America.)
After a quick visit to my own home area, in West Cork, Ben and I met up with our Dublin-based film crew. We set out to film conversations with celebrated women musicians, representing a cross-section of the many streams of Irish music. I should add that full transcriptions of in-depth interviews with over sixty-five Celtic women musicians, from all over the Celtic world, can be read in my books, "Celtic Women in Music" Vol.1 and Vol. 2. The Publisher, Quarry Music Books/Omnibus Press, is scheduled to release Vol. 2 in 2001.
These talented women present us with an intimate experience of the inner workings of Celtic culture in Ireland.
Music can bring great comfort when we feel wrapped in the warmth, intelligence and skill of talented artists. Each time our attention is captured by good musicians we make new discoveries about the spirit of humanity, in the poetry of their songs and in their new combinations of rhythms and melodies.
Deep enjoyment of music is a gift that can be developed, both for the musician and for the listener. The listener's appreciation is the response that creates a renewal of the original spring of the music. Through all time, the power of music to move all hearts and draw them together has been a mystery.
When life became 'hard' in Ireland, long ago, it is a miracle that affection, laughter, music and dance survived at all. Not only has this unique joy survived, it is thriving! It is a testament to irrepressible enthusiasm that joy expresses itself involuntarily in a burst of song, and in the body's response in dance.
I think today's Irish artists are like the Fenian heroes of old who upheld the freedom of the country. They were loved by all and were free of all tribal retributions. A Fenian hero had to know the poet's repertoire, and submit to initiatory tests of skill and courage to withstand great trials. Their ranks were made up of druids, brehons, physicians, musicians, poets, and warriors. Like King Arthur and the Round Table, they were united in their commitment to honor and protect their cultural heritage. They were the source of inspiration for the leaders of the Irish revolutionary movement at the beginning of the 20th century.
New-found prosperity has led to major changes in all aspects of Irish life. Ireland, the Celtic Tiger, is not as green as it used to be, politically or economically as well as environmentally. While there is a tremendous renewal and excitement everywhere, over the possibilities of prosperity, the speed of change is not seen to benefit all the people. According to The Irish Times' journalist, Mary Cummins, Ireland is a society created largely by and for men. Her column About Women "has surprised, provoked and infuriated readers, and stimulated discussion of many aspects of Irish life". Ms Cummins, having returned to Ireland after several years in England, has the view that old-fashioned chauvinism is still thoroughly ingrained amongst Irish men, particularly in politics. And, she believes the increased numbers of women in public office are there only because it suits the political agenda of the men in office.
This scenario does not necessarily apply just to Ireland. Anyone would agree, there is a need for greater imagination, wisdom and knowledge, freedom and courage, in media interpretations of the complexities of major social change. Like a work of art, new perspectives await unveiling by original insight.
There can be no doubt that we are witnessing an exciting time for women in all spheres of public life, in Ireland, and all over the world. We are entering a new era that must acknowledge women's rights in order to draw upon their abilities. Positive new developments, like this, inspire a grassroots renewal of celebration, as well as the energy to get on with the job of maintaining sustainable life on the planet, while correcting established injustices.
As strong and compassionate women enter the scene, the flame of their commitment will inspire the energy needed to support courageous and nurturing work both by and for men and women everywhere.
We readily refer to the global brain in this communication age. I believe the emergance of women in public life will strengthen the global heart of compassion. Compassion need not be submerged, under the 'glass ceiling' . My mother observed that many young people have lost their conversational spontaneity because they are being educated by corporations rather than by poets. More than ever it is important that strong-willed, 'big-hearted' people become active in all aspects of public life: to bend the new shell to their liking; to popularize the free expression of their personalities, to laugh, to sing, to dance with joy, as well as to voice their concerns and express their sense of social responsibility; and to seize an opportunity to affirm the multifaceted, positive nature of humanity.
Since the exhilarating Mary Robinson became President of Ireland, about a decade ago, I have come to be very impressed with a succession of brilliant Irish women leaders, both in politics and in the arts: Irish women politicians don't seem to be as much concerned with being "iron ladies'" as with being effective and just legislators. And Irish women musicians don't seem to be as concerned with the status of their roles as with expressing the wellspring of wisdom, which still flows from their ageless heritage, in their music and poetry.
The Irish have a historical cultural precedent, unique amongst Europeans, in the Brehon Laws, which served to maintain the equal rights, two halves of a whole, of Irish men and women until the 17th century. This precedent should serve to enlighten and guide Irish men and women as they move toward achieving a more equitable balance in public and private life. A unity of social consciousness, shared by men and women, is urgently needed to insulate and protect the people from potentially detrimental effects of the rapidly expanding corporate private sector's purely profit agenda. The combined skills of men and women are needed now, more than ever, to strengthen the public sector's agenda, which is to support solutions to the needs of all of the people and prevent social and financial inequalities from widening amidst unsustainable specualtive development.
Ireland did not think of today's corporate investors in terms of predatory occupation when multinational companies were invited into the country over the last decade to assist with the building of power and wealth, much like the Normans and the English of old were invited. Native sources show little realization that the country has been occupied. Nor does contemporary literature show signs that something tragic has happened, because the native outlook has never regarded Ireland as being permanently occupied.
The spirit of independence is so deeply rooted in the Irish character that the Irish people will withstand the thrust of corporate globalization. Modern corporate entities will experience an incomplete conquest of the Irish people. Their occupation will, yet again, form a superficial, though united ascendancy, and they will, yet again, replace many Irish 'rulers'. As in the past, this will have limited influence, particularly over the Gaelic/Irish-speaking population, whose ancient language sustains their commitment to the unique expression of their thinking. Newcomers will soon adapt to the Irish way of life. They will become charmed by the Irish way of seeing the world, and they will begin to act and speak like the natives.
Dublin has been the center of colonial power in Ireland for long over a thousand years, but its exercise of that power was not seen as relevant or even benefiting to the needs of the rest of the population. The surprising twist is that Dublin is now being referred to as the 'Super Gaeltacht', meaning it has the largest population of Irish speaking people, as well as Irish speaking schools, in the country. The Dublin Institute of Advanced Studies is a leader in translating documents from the old Irish culture, particularly on the Brehon laws. At the very time that Ireland is seriously acknowledging its unique past, it is undergoing infrastructural modernization. Ireland's new bond with Europe will strengthen its sense of independence amongst a network of similarly independent nations.
There is evidence that the whole world could
enter a new golden age, with unprecedented
accountability and responsibility, via the Communication Age. The
world famous photograph of the Earth taken in 1972 by the Apollo 16
astronauts as they flew back from the moon shows our planet bathed in
light. It is not like a human map, in which lines mark the boundaries
of our territoriality. It shows the earth
as a seamless, borderless biosphere where winds and waters, currents
and streams, like the flow of people and their ideas, weave
around a ball that is gliding through space, "hued
in the sun. The tilt, lilt, lull of the
mind's eye", in our galaxy, one amongst billions.
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I'm not sure how global warming will affect Ireland. The Irish enjoyed a wonderful summer of 2000, but the rain was predictably steady during our drive south along the coast from Dublin, on Monday, the 9th of October. My brother Daniel, who lives in Cork, was away, so Ben and I visited our friends, Gerard and Siobhan, at their home in Cork City. We thoroughly enjoyed a sumptuous supper, great wine, and the excitement of meeting again. Over breakfast, I watched the school children playing in the school yard next door, across the garden. I was taken by an unexpected quality in the close physical contact between the children. They seemed to constantly be touching each other; jumping around in each other's arms, falling over each other, playing tag, yelling and laughing at the top of their voice.
After so many years spent living amongst densely multicultural populations in Australia and the USA, in much drier climates where the physical space seems so vast, I was suddenly reminded that the moist air makes everything seem so much closer, more magnified, in Ireland. The need for "personal space" is not an issue in Ireland.
I wonder whether the narrow vibrato, characteristic of the Irish singing voice, may also have developed because of this close atmosphere. On the other extreme, mountain people generally have a wide vibrato, which could have developed from the echoing of sound over a much more open, less dense atmosphere.
We couldn't help but notice the many new immigrants steadily arriving in Ireland from all over the world, along with many Irish returning to live, mostly from Australia and the USA. It is worth remembering that Ireland, at the longest and widest points, is three hundred miles long and two hundred miles wide, and has a total population, North and South, of less than six million people.
We continued on our journey late in the morning, skirting the city center, passing magnificent University College Cork, through lovely autumnal countryside, on our way to West Cork. We stopped for lunch in the town of Dunmanway. We were directed to the Shamrock Pub, where we would find good, old-fashioned wholesome food and a great welcome from the people there. This is a well-beaten track to West Cork, but the people we met when asking directions on the street, then at the pub, seem not to be overwhelmed by strangers. There again, the concept of "keeping to themselves'" does not apply.
These welcoming people told us the stories behind each of the photos of previous visitors, displayed on the wall of this cozy little gathering place. Naturally, we promised to send back the photo we took of all of us together, so they could put it up there on the wall with the others. After a good, lighthearted session of the craic, we said our farewells and headed off again, through spectacularly beautiful countryside.
We arrived in Bantry from the south end of the town late in the day. We came upon Bantry House and the Bantry graveyard, where my father and his family are buried. I was pleased to see that Bantry looked very prosperous and still retained its beautiful Old World appearance and charm. We had dinner in Clarets, a very good restaurant in town.
My mother lives in Melbourne, Australia, but she visits Ireland quite often and keeps in touch with our extended family: her nieces, nephews and our many cousins, some of whom I remember very well and would love to have been able to visit, if time allowed.A distant cousin, Kathleen O'Sullivan is one of the few people who knew we were coming to visit. She invited us to join her for morning coffee at the Seaview Hotel in Ballylickey, her beautifully maintained, old-world luxury manor house.
Also in Ballylickey,
we had lunch with my second cousin, on my father's side, Pat
O'Sullivan, the veterinarian, who, naturally, knows nearly everyone
in the whole area. He brought tears to my
eyes with stories of the heroic deeds of
his father and mine, who were great friends all of their lives. He
gave me a wonderful little book, just published,
"It Might Have Been But Yesterday: A Bantry Anthology".
Looking into Rose McSweeney's lovely face, I was entranced by her beauty and freshness. I noticed how much her freshness resembled my mother's, particularly as she must have looked before she married at the age of twenty-seven and bore her family of seven children, all within eight years. This healthy environment would be a major source of my mother's continuing good health and vitality, at the age of eighty. I experienced a burst of tremendous gratitude for my wonderful childhood in this place, with my whole family, including my beloved grandmother, Bridget, whom we called Tata, and my beloved great auntie Jane, a retired dietitian, both of whom lived with us and helped care for us with great skill and love. My grandfather, Jeremiah Hurley, died before I was born and my father, who was a horse trainer at that time, was away in America more than he was at home.
Rose wouldn't shake hands, as she explained she had just been working with the cows when we arrived and she hadn't had a chance to wash her hands. She called her father out and he welcomed us with a strong handshake. He told us that he had bought the farm from my parents in the 1950s, when we moved down the hill to Pearson's Bridge (because my father was away so much and couldn't care for the land).
The farm looks very prosperous. The house is surrounded by a carefully maintained garden, with plants in pots at the front. I feel so happy to know that the farm has continued to thrive in such good hands. It looked almost exactly as I remembered it, with the addition of two large barns on the side and an extension to the house in keeping with the old style. Rose told us about the beautiful stained glass windows that had been there when they bought the house. Ben took photos of the house and garden, with her permission. They told us that we could drive up the back road, through the middle of the farm, to see the ring fort. ("Lisheens" is the Anglicization of the Irish word for stone circle.) They opened the first gate and we drove through the watery mud.
The rain had stopped pouring down just a half-hour earlier. We drove on up the steep hill, thinking we might surely slide down again on the slippery mud. But we made it to the top and there we found an old slate mine, with slate and stones strewn everywhere. We were able to walk across the slate to the next paddock where the grass was thicker and less saturated.
These are the hills and the view I constantly refer to in my mind's eye. It remains with me, an indigenous memory, wherever I go in the world.
Long years have gone into shaping the kneeling
stones and steps that surround this very
old and beautiful grotto, which likely was a sacred site even in pre
Christian times dedicated to The Blessed Mother.
I remember all of my brothers and sisters playing together
on the grassy hillside and picking bluebells and daisies while my
mother stopped to pray, first at the grave of her parents
and then at the Well, on the way home from Church
in Kealkil nearly every Sunday.
The 15th of August is the feast of the Assumption, when Mary was assumed, body and soul into heaven. Every year, the grotto is repainted, decorated with flowers and lit up by candle light for the large crowds of locals who gather to keep a three day vigil of prayer. Many come at night, for "more, undistracted prayer", says my mother. There is a great sense of quiet in this place. The joy of prayerful thought comes easily. This well-hidden, blessed place is not known to the general public beyond the area, but it is always open to anyone who wants to visit.
As I lifted my eyes from this beautiful grotto to look out over the lush green fields before me, I felt the calmness that comes from a sense of 'super-conscious' familiarity. Nothing else mattered. This was the climax of my visit 'home'. I felt very happy to share the 'homeland' of my dreams with Ben; in the middle of the ring fort overlooking the beautiful place where I was born, and especially, at Lady's Well, where my mother demonstrated the art of stillness and grace.
We headed straight back to Dublin, to meet up
with the film crew.
Was it auspicious that our filming began on Friday the 13th, on a day of a full moon? The moon seemed astonishingly large, nearly full, in the dark, predawn sky over Dublin at 5:30 am on Friday morning, October 13. We watched the sun rise as we headed west, on our way to Spiddal, Co. Galway, to visit Ireland's most celebrated tin-whistle player, Mary Bergin, Irish Artist of the Year, 2000. Her group, DORDAN, (Irish for drone or hum) includes Kathleen Loughnane on harp, Dearbhill Standun on violin and Martina Goggin on drum and voice.
We met up with Martina, who also fills the role of group manager. She led us up over a very long narrow road through the vast headlands, where Dearbhill's family has made their home over the past five years. Surrounding the main house, overlooking breathtaking views of Galway Bay, bogs and lakes and distant forests, are several old thatched cottages in various stages of restoration for use as music workshops etc. We were invited into one of the cottages, fully and beautifully restored, where a great turf fire was blazing away and tea was on the table waiting for us.
The women played their beautiful music and sang for us in front of the fire, all of which was filmed. Then we recorded the women having a terrific group discussion of their personal histories, praising the music they play, both classical and traditional, and revealing how their lives are wrapped up in it all. Mary believes it is a tragedy that many women give up playing music when their children come along. Hear! Hear!
Joe, the cinematographer, spent quite a bit of time filming the exotic environment around the cottages and in the distance. Ben, the sound engineer, recorded the ambient sounds, and Fionan, director of photography, took photographs of everyone, while I sat for awhile, with my cup of tea, studying the fire. I hadn't seen a turf fire for a long time.
After a perfect day there, we went on our way to enjoy a late afternoon meal in a quaint little pub in Spiddal. The sign over the bar said "Irish spoken. English understood". This is a Gaelic/Irish speaking area of Galway, part of the famous Connemara Gaeltacht. Many years ago, in the late 70's, I endured a two-month retreat in a small monastery in Spiddal. I wore the dark blue robes, worked in the fields and with the fishing tackle. It was a severe lifestyle. The worst part if it was having to get up from our beds at night, every two hours, to walk in a circle chanting prayers, as it was considered unwise to sleep too deeply. Every day we took turns reading books out loud to each other on the lives of the saints as we tried to emulate their commitment. During that time I discovered one of my favorite songs, Sile Ni Eire, which I still like to sing unaccompanied in the ornamented, sean nos, singing style of that area.
That evening the sky was surprisingly clear as we watched the full moon rise high over Galway Bay. What a picture! We then headed out to see the lovely Mary Custy play her fiddle at the famous Galway music venue, The Roshin Dubh. Mary has her own band, The Mary Custy Band, but on this occasion we filmed her playing with another group, Bushplant, whom she plays with there on a monthly basis. The bandleader, Gerry Molloy, is a singer/songwriter who looks like a wizard on stage. It is a very loud band, so I couldn't hear all of his lyrics but I loved his passionate delivery of the songs. I had time to talk with several of the people there, all very friendly and interesting folk having a great night out.
One of my friends, John O'Shaughnessy, who has a recording studio in Galway, came along to meet up with me. At the end of the night, he took the whole crew to another club in Galway, a very high tech venue called The Quays. They had a loud MIDI-based four-piece band playing medleys of everything from modern songs by U2 to traditional Irish pub songs like "Kilgary Mountains".
The stage was built in four levels to resemble a large cathedral altar framed by a huge, full pipe-organ, each level had a large pulpit in which a musician performed. I've never seen anything like it! Everyone there was in great high spirits; dancing, hugging, laughing, and singing along, very different from the more reserved Dublin crowds. It was great craic! Except... I could hardly believe my eyes, when I watched a tall beauty, all in black, walk straight up to Ben to blatantly flirt with him, side to side, while I was standing slightly behind them, in perfect view, next to the sound engineer and our friends. She was daring! He was polite. We laughed about it all night. We headed back to our B&B at about 3 am.
Over breakfast, the B&B owners, Carmel and her husband, proudly told us that we had slept in the room that Chelsea Clinton stayed in with her traveling companion, guarded by six bodyguards, earlier in the year. Framed photos and cutouts from the local paper celebrating the event were proudly displayed in the hall.
On the Saturday morning, we were meant to visit
Dolores Keane, but she was ill and couldn't
meet us. Instead, we headed out for the Burren, near
Ennis, along the back roads and through lovely little seaside towns
from Co. Galway to Co. Clare.
We invited Mary Custy to meet up with us, so that we could have more time to talk with her, particularly about the Burren, her favorite place in the world. She told us how the locals got together to challenge the government over development plans for the area and won! We then went on to Ennis, which is known as Ireland's Information Technology Town. In a unique government experiment, all of the residents of Ennis within a five-mile radius of the town were given free or subsidized computer equipment and DSL online access. So everyone in Ennis now has online capability, which is something to contemplate! It seems right that Ireland should prosper in the Communication Age.
At one of the local national schools in Ennis, we filmed Siobhan Peoples while she taught her fiddle class, as part of the Comhaltas Ceoltoiri Eireann music program. Josephine Marsh, the celebrated accordion player, met us there after Siobhan's class and together they led us up to the Drumore Nature Reserve, several miles out of Ennis.
The afternoon sun was warm as it sparkled on the water and illuminated the autumn leaves. Water birds sang, glided and swooped all around us. An old raised cement walkway lined with overarching sapling trees bridged the wide, deep lake to castle ruins on the other side.
I nearly fainted to see Siobhan and Josephine perched precariously on the edge of the walkway, playing their precious instruments, with feet dangling and dancing over the dark water. Meanwhile, Joe, one buttock suspended over the water and the other providing ballast on terra firma, leaned his camera out to film them from an impossible angle. A bit later and less afraid, I sat on the ledge myself and interviewed them separately. It was a magical setting and they were beautiful and full of wonderful wisdom and music. When we had finished, the sun was about to set behind the trees, so we stayed on to capture the magnificent sunset on film.
Local historian, Sean Spellisey graciously came down to the pub to say hello personally, along with Bernie Hagger, a Kerry born enthusiast of different traditional music styles from many parts of the West of Ireland. Sean positively brims with joy and delight about life and the study of Irish history and, specifically, local Co. Clare history. He has several books published on the subject. He introduced me to Sean Reid II, son of a founder of Comhaltas Ceoltoiri Eireann. A woman gave me contact information for an artist who specializes in painting portraits of musicians. She invited us to breakfast. When I told her we were leaving early in the morning to meet Noirin Ni Riain in Tipperrary, she said, "Noirin drives the monks at the Abbey wild with her miniskirts". I later told Noirin this and she laughed out loud at the very thought, not being able to remember how long ago she would have worn miniskirts. (Just goes to show that nearly any piece of information about a public persona can rise to become folklore.)
Noirin graciously served us tea in the front room, with the help of Michael, one of her two fine tall sons. A warm fire blazed. She had set lit candles all over the room, as she likes to do when she celebrates being at home from her travels. Noirin is currently taking time off from recording and touring to work on her Ph.D. in Theology.
We filmed a conversation with her in the warmth of her kitchen. She shared her insights, on meeting the enthralling challenges of her current research and on the thoughts that inspire her life generally. We talked about ancient and current times in the religious life of Ireland. She told us about the ancient sites nearby, and about the special 'fire' she felt when she placed her forehead against the largest stone in the Grange Ring, at Lough Gur. She advised us it would be well worth the detour to see the Grange Ring stone circle, about fifteen miles away.
Noirin talked about the sense of privilege she enjoys in being able to attend retreats at Glenstal Abbey. She attends daily vespers there when she is home. She thinks of the Abbey chapel as her special sanctuary. Noirin has made several recordings with the choir of monks at the Abbey. She recommended we also go over to see the Abbey, as it is just five minutes from her home.
We took Noirin's advice and drove on to Lough Gur. The esoteric highlight of the entire trip for Ben and I had to be the experience we had at the Grange Ring fort, which is the largest in Ireland. The Great Stone Circle of Grange, as it is officially known, is near Lough Gur in Co. Limerick. It consists of 113 stones with an internal diameter of 45 meters. We followed the signs to Lough Gur, only to discover that the ring is not actually at the lake, and a local young family, out for a day at the lake, kindly led us over the winding roads to the circle.
When we arrived at the Grange ring, the farmer, Tim Casey, came out to greet us and direct us to the little path he had created for easy access to his circle. He has created a formal entry to the ring, with a little information booth and a little box to drop a Pound into, as fee for entering the circle on his land. I gave an extra Pound in appreciation of his generosity and his work in creating a safe access for anyone who wants to go there, and I bought the official pamphlet on Lough Gur.
The others went in to film and photograph the circle, while he stayed with me and chatted about the stone ring and the many people who come from all over the world to visit the place. He talked about the little rituals people reenact in the circle. He described how some people would go around the circle touching every stone in a kind of reverie. We laughed over the many ways people give significance to the stones. He is a great conversationalist! He recommended two books by a writer I hadn't heard of before, Michael Dames, "Mythic Ireland" and "A Sacred Journey". Tim Casey kindly took his leave, as it was time to bring his cows in for milking.
I dashed up to the site to join the others. Our brilliant cameraman, Joe, was in the middle making a sweep of the entire circle for his usual amazing detailed film studies. I thought I could get across before his camera reached me, but no! You should have seen the strange smile of surprise on Joe's face when he caught me on film racing at full speed across the circle.
Noirin Ni Riain had tried to describe the powerful surge of energy and heat she had experienced when she put her forehead against the largest stone. While Joe continued with his filming details, Ben and I followed Noirin's suggestion. I gently pressed my forehead to the largest stone, which is about 12 ft. high and 5 ft. wide.
Within a few seconds, everything changed. A huge vision appeared to me. The living color and the physical closeness of the images seemed so enhanced, more than normal perception could give me.
I pulled back after a little while, to tell Ben and the others what happened to me. I had to laugh, because when I tried to describe my experience the words 'transportation to another realm' came out of my mouth! I suddenly made a new connection in my understanding of the possible meaning in the myths of old, when they so often tell us about moving through sacred stones to a primordial realm, the 'other world.' In my vision I saw a gathering of people, the moonlight shining on them and their faces lifted in joy and ecstasy. I clearly 'heard' the thoughts of one person, right in front of me in the vision. This broad, radiant face expressed a calm, yet powerful and exuberantly expressed wish to see the day when every human being would feel a natural, all-consuming communion, a resonation with the joy of life, which is the ultimate heritage of human beings, and the expression of the ultimate capacity of the body's ability to feel!
Ben put his forehead to the rock too. When he pulled away I saw a quizzical and strangely joyful expression on his face. He tried to describe his experience; equally powerful and profound.
We became preoccupied with reflection on our experiences. I had never had a vision experience quite like that: sudden transportation to what seemed like the 'roots' of my own consciousness. Maybe the rocks do hold the memory of every age. One of my favorite meditation techniques begins with imagining I am a rock, until I feel permeated by its 'grounded' stillness. I wrote a song on that theme a few years ago, "I Am A Rock", (on my For Love's Caress CD).
I felt a heightened sensibility differently each time I pressed my forehead to the rock. It held a very 'raw' emotion. I felt that I had entered someone else's world or inner life. But at the same time, the new 'vision' mirrored my own vision, of 'becoming myself' in communion with all life. In my own imagination, my personal life's vision, I sometimes see myself, similarly, standing very still, back from the structures that define my life, in the primordial state of consciousness, or infinite intelligence, in the vast void of the beginning of life, of God. The feeling is so sublime, yet simple and quiet. The translation of this inner reality into my everyday life is a different story. It is impossible to really explain our 'inner' experience, as everyone knows. We must all become poets, if we are to achieve a sense of explanation or sharing. We must be on the lookout, everywhere, for compassionate poets who do the same.
Here in the quiet of my room, two weeks and nearly six thousand miles away from the Lough Gur stones, and the 'crossing over' of the stone circle vision with my own vision, I still feel its gift: It is a reaffirmation of the ultimate possibilities of heightened insight; or a reminder of our unlimited capacity for inspiration when we work at developing our individual inner vision. With willingness and patience, the imagination works to liberate us. All saints show us this by their example. The world 'binds' us, and defines us, in a state of constant cross-referencing of information, gathered every where, and not necessarily in a linear time mode. The eye of the steady mind can show us that the ultimate void, of God, is always the same vast template of reality: The beginning of time is always now. Creation is always original. Joy, when you hear it, IS the song of life.
As we reach out in our own passionate ways, responding to companionship and guidance, and, just as important, to the resistance of others, we move subtly beyond our limitations; loving, laughing or crying; thankful, embarrassed or triumphant. We are supported by our parents: father, mother, God. In the mind's eye, the great individuals who have walked the earth, through time; and the people we consciously choose to gather around us.
We say that we accumulate or gather vision and knowledge, 'gathering power', like eternal strands of relationship, or that we are making progress, carving out new dimensions of creativity and of reality. We can say that our efforts contribute to shaping human capacity, for the whole human race: a capacity which is still evolving in the frontal lobes of each human head, in the seat of the imagination, of vision, and, they say, the font of love. We are committed, by the march of our ancestors, to 'realize' our potential, to find our own vision and expand on it. We are encouraged to 'follow our bliss'. It is our freedom; as we explore life in a body that has already evolved the capacity, the tools, to experience profound bliss. We are on the march, thinking and praying, transmitting and receiving, toward perception and consciousness of ultimate joy, ecstasy and bliss, to heaven on earth.
When the filming was finished, we managed to turn away from the marvel of our own reverie at the ring fort, and as we were leaving, Tim Casey offered me fresh warm milk from his cows. I felt honored by his kindness. I want to thank Noirin for sharing her insight on this truly magical place.
Back in Dublin, we stayed in the new Bewley's Hotel at Ballsbridge, on Merrion Road, just around the bend from Serpentine Avenue, where I lived for a year back in the late 70's. Bewley's Hotel is an amazingly ornate old building, formerly a girl's boarding school, very well renovated and reasonably priced. Most surprising, the restaurant is excellent. In keeping with the old Bewley's tradition, it is an elegant place where ladies meet for tea, as well as a cool place where young people can gather. There is a strong corporate clientele, which does not overshadow the atmosphere: A very rare combination in my traveling experience.
Early on Monday morning we headed off to Dun Laoghaire, to visit Maire Brennan (pronounced Moy-a) at her home overlooking the Irish Sea. Her home is one of those great Georgian terrace houses, so popular in Dublin; three stories high, with very large rooms. Maire and her husband, Tim, share a very happy family life, with two adorable little children, daughter Aisling (Ash-leen) and son Paul.
Down in the basement, they are in the proccess of building a dark room for Tim, who is a photographer, and recording studio for Maire. You can see all the signs of their long and successful careers in the wonderful collection of artifacts and furnishings displayed throughout the house. We had a cup of tea in the kitchen, while Paul showed us how fast he can get around the yard on his new scooter, and the crew set up in the living room. During the interview, Maire told us about her journey as a musician, first with her Grammy award winning group, Clannad, and now as a solo artist, pursuing her soul-searching which has brought her inner peace and a heightened sense of mission to share her love. Her music closely expresses her spirit.
Maire took us down to her favorite nature spot, second only to her home in Donegal, Sandy Cove beach at "the forty foot", where the swimmers gather every day to swim in the freezing water. I asked a group of men who were 'sun-bathing' in the freezing wind, (admittedly the sun was shining), why they like to swim in this cold wind and water and I was given several enthusiastic responses related to health and vitality. The upshot is that it is part of a great tradition and they all love it. Every New Year's Day, hundreds of people come here to swim in support of charitable causes. It's like a marathon. We filmed several swimmers, men and women, doing their long, graceful laps across the sea. The closest I ever get to that is walking barelegged through rushing cold mountain streams, preferably after heavy rains, on my irregular mountain hikes. There is nothing quite like that tingling feeling which can last for hours.
After our day with Maire and her family, we headed out to Leixlip, Co. Kildare, to meet up with Eilin Laughnane, Ni Bheaglaoich (Eileen Begley), during her evening Sean Nos Class at the Ceoltas school. Eilin teaches Irish language at Maynooth College (University) during the week and on Monday evenings she holds a special class for young singers who come to learn her vast repertoire of the old songs. We filmed each one of the beautiful young singers as they sang a verse or two of their favorite song, followed by the whole group singing together. Eilin shared her rich memories and insights on Irish life. She grew up near Dingle, in the Kerry Gaeltacht. She illustrated her story with entrancing singing, demonstrating how the old songs reflected the forces of nature as they were formed to tell a story. She has been involved with many facets of the tradition, as an acclaimed singer and recording artist, and a teacher of the language in Ireland, as well as co-organizer, with her husband, Vincent, of Ceoltas Ceoltoire Eireann events in Melbourne, Australia.
Early on Wednesday morning we went to visit Grainne Yeats, and her husband Michael, at their home in Dalkey. Grainne has had an illustrious musical career, both as a singer and as one of Ireland's leading exponents of music for the harp. Grainne is a truly brilliant and elegant woman. Her silver hair softly frames her face. Her blue cashmere sweater brought out the blue in her eyes. At age 75, she is stunning looking. She served tea in her kitchen, and we chatted about this and that for quite a while before the film crew arrived.
When we were ready to roll film, she demonstrated the extraordinarily resonant sound of her wire-strung harp, while giving us a little history lesson on the role of the harp in Irish culture. She said she would rather not sing for us, as she hadn't sung for months. She did recite an Irish poem, with commentary. She talked to us about her experiences as a touring and recording artist and about her family: her parent's extraordinary work during the lead up to and the establishment of the Irish Free State, and her children's remarkable careers. She described the ongoing reinstatement of Irish culture and explained how, from the early 1950s, she worked in tandem with two very close friends on the restoration of music for the harp in Ireland. We also filmed her in the garden with her husband, Michael (the son of W.B. Yeats), before we reluctantly took our leave. I telephoned her the next day to thank her for her gracious hospitality and she told me that after we had gone her voice came back to her. I know that is a very good sign! I wish so much that I had been there to hear her beautiful soaring voice again.
We headed back to Dublin to meet Niamh Parsons that afternoon. We had permission to film from the top of the Allied Irish Bank building, in the middle of Dublin. The wind was fierce, but we found a sheltered corner. We arrived well before Niamh (pronounced Neeve) was scheduled to appear. On the way there, Joe filmed a glimpse of the Irish President, passing in her limousine with full entourage. From the rooftop, Joe filmed the various developments going on in Dublin.
Niamh arrived, to hugs all around. Joe immediately told her that she had to stand on the ledge for dramatic effect. I think she half took him seriously for a moment! What a brilliantly generous soul Niamh is! She talked to us about her life with her darling daughter, and about her world travels as a celebrated singer of traditional songs in the English language. She even sang one of her favorite songs for us, up there on the roof, as the wild wind blew around us.
We all joined in the lookout for interesting things to film around the city, below our perch. Joe spent a good bit of time filming passing clouds. He saw that he might be able to get a better view from the roof of the next building, which was only about three or four feet way. We had to convince him that it was not a great idea to jump over with the camera. Throughout the filming expedition, across the country, we noticed that Joe would do almost anything to capture a good scene. (Joe is an acclaimed film maker, his recent credits include filming U2 & The Chieftains.)
days later, Ben and I went on another, separate adventure, to
interview Morgan Llywelyn, the famous historical fiction writer, at
her home, about an hour north of Dublin. It
was so interesting to hear her personal story. Morgan was born
in the U.S., of Irish and Welsh parentage.
She told us about her love of horses, how
she came to be short-listed for the American Olympic
Equestrian team. She described the devastation she
experienced when she lost her chance to participate in the Olympic
Equestrian Team, coming in fifth, by .05 points, in the final tryouts
for four official entrants.
She knew her beloved horse could not wait for
another four years. She described how her
mother quickly came to her rescue, helping her avoid shattering
depression by redirecting her interests to the job
of researching her family history. To make a long story short,
when she discovered the Llywelyn connection with
Wales and the Battle of Hastings, she wanted to tell the whole
family. Her mother suggested she write it all down.
She was soon encouraged to present her manuscript, unsolicited, to a publisher who happened to walk by the desk, piled with submissions, saw her name and wondered if this was the same Morgan Llywelyn of Equestrian fame. The publisher immediately read the manuscript for The Winds of Hastings, Morgan's first book, and was enthralled by the dramatic realism in the stories: of men and horses caught-up in fierce battle, woven through with the seductions of Lords and Ladies, Kings and Queens; tales of romance and political intrigue from a major turning point in English and Welsh history. This is the story that led her to write many books (40 million sold) illuminating English and Irish history, from ancient times to the present. She told me that she wrote her second book, Lion of Ireland, the story of Brian Boru, for the Irish side of her family.
The study of Celtic culture and history is so enormously broad, and Morgan is such a rare creature in the way she touches upon all of it! I don't know anyone else who has such a well-grounded comprehension of the breadth of the Celtic world, from fiction, to fact, to fiction. Like Gore Vidal in America, Morgan Llywelyn has imaginatively explored the possibilities to illuminate major turning points in Celtic history, bringing history to life for contemporary understanding by cross-referencing intuitive insights and factual information. What a storyteller! It was as great a privilege to see her express her irrepressible energy and genius, right before my very eyes, as it is very encouraging to have experienced her great warmth and generosity of spirit!
Our last day of filming was held at the Andrew's Lane Theatre in the Temple Bar area of Dublin, not far from Trinity College. Temple Bar is a very old part of Dublin. I was told that the entire area was purchased by developers, many years ago, with a plan to build an underground bus station there. That plan fell through, so the derelict buildings were rented out cheaply and became a haven for students, artisans and artists. Soon enough, the obvious happened and the property owners realized they had something of great value on their hands. The area was spruced up as a 'cultural tourism' attraction, and the artists can't afford to live there anymore.
We spent quite a bit of time selecting books on history at Figgis' Rare Books, and other fine bookshops, including Greens, in the area, as well as enjoying the diverse cuisine of several really excellent and reasonably priced ethnic restaurants. There are seemingly hundreds of pubs, nestled amongst boutiques and galleries, bustling with people from all over the world, and Andrew's Lane Theatre is in the midst of it all.
Our last afternoon in Dublin was spent at the theatre with Juliet Turner and Eleanor McEvoy. Juliet Turner is originally from Tummery, near Omagh in Northern Ireland. Following the Omagh bombings, which killed many people, a special televised religious service was held, and Juliet was one of the artists who sang for this service. The whole of Ireland watched the broadcast as she sang 'Broken Things', and she was taken to the people's hearts immediately.
Juliet was nominated for Best Irish Female Artist last year, along with Eleanor McEvoy, and several other artists. She described her childhood in rural Northern Ireland, and her years as a Literature and History student at Trinity College, Dublin. She talked about her growth as a contemporary songwriter and shared her excitement about her future plans.
We ended the day with the exuberant Eleanor McEvoy. Eleanor began her career as a Violinist with the National Symphony Orchestra of Ireland. She now holds a celebrated position amongst Ireland's most popular contemporary musicians, singers and songwriters. Her song, 'A Woman's Heart', launched her international career in the early nineties and she has not looked back.
During this interview, Eleanor shared her understanding of the influences of classical and traditional music in contemporary Irish music. She thoughtfully described the many roles a modern woman can enjoy in music today, from her own personal experience, as a composer, arranger, session player, singer, songwriter, and recording artist.
Closing comment: There are many more wonderful
artists to see when we go back to Ireland to undertake the second
stage of this exciting film project early in the new year. Our plan
is to create a TV documentary next year. Please email me if you would
like to be kept informed of our progress.